Angel Tarot Guidance

As ever, I am shocked by how quickly autumn has reared its head.

The mornings are a little crisp and cool until the sun rears it head and warms the autumnal air.

I'm in fairly reflective mood at present, thinking of this time last year, which was rather turbulent for my family and I.

Today is my niece's 3rd birthday and with my mum we were trying to recall the day, which neither of us were able to... not because of laziness or lack of concern, but due to the fact that this time last year my dad was extremely unwell with suspected cancer and being tested to determine whether it was or whether it wasn't.

Unfortunately for him, it was and we lost him on December 17th, exactly one week before my birthday.

As  you can imagine it was a very difficult time for us all.

So this year and now especially, we are reliving some awful moments where we all felt desperate and helpless.

To lose someone you love is difficult for anyone to come to terms with, to know that you are going to lose them sooner than anticipated, in some ways makes it harder than someone he passes suddenly. When it is due to illness, I guess in a weird way, your grieving everyday for the loss you have not yet suffered... month's and month's of tears is all I seem to recall alongside various hospital corridors and bedsides.

I guess as the years fly by, this time of year will be easier to deal with, but for now I embrace this time of reflection and let it serve me as a reminder for how precious life truly is and how we must make the most of every moment and show and tell our love for those who mean the most to us.

Wishing you all a beautiful month ahead.

Love & blessings

Angel xx