Angel Tarot Guidance

So today I find myself on the second to last day of the year 2011.

I always feel that this final week is an interesting time. From the 1st of December we enter this phase of magic, excitement and for some even hysteria as Christmas/Yule approaches. Commercially, for many, the build up is all about the big day, that being 25th December, celebrated in the Christian calender as being the birth of Jesus Christ.

So when all of the fesitvities cease, we all slowly lull back to life and routine, in a roundabout, sort of, kind of way. Now what I find most interesting about this period, that week between Christmas and the end of the year is the general sense of nothingness and being idle. It is like a period of limbo almost, where you feel neither here nor there.

For me this energy brings forth lots of contemplation and reflection, which I love. It is good to look back on your journey through the year and consider whether or not it pleased you.

Today whilst idling away the hours in a queue, the thoughts started to come forth and I considered what the year 2011 had taught me.... the first thing that came to mind was "Patience" yep for anyone that knows me, already will know that this is not my strongest point. When this thought came forth, I began to smile widely to myself in the queue, with a sense of spirit laughing, the thought also came that this is one I am still learning too... and patiently I continue to wait!  

The other lesson I feel I have learned to do more easily this year is "Release".

I would say I am a fairly flexible person and not afraid of change on the whole, I am always willing to see the bigger picture, so that is fine.... but for me where release is concerned, I always feel a sense of obligation or duty to others, even when I have been shown that it is time for me to move on, I struggle to let go and say my goodbye's, for a fear of offending or disappointing others perhaps? Maybe I just don't like goodbye? No its certainly not that, I have had my fair share of those, but I guess it is that feeling of a sense of duty and putting others first. 

This year has shown me that perhaps at times I have made too many sacrifices for others and at times need to release situations and in doing so will put myself and my own needs first.... This may sound harsh initially, but it is not intended in that way, but sometimes we remain in situations that stop us from growing mentally, spiritually and emotionally and this links in nicely with the saying " A season, a reason or a life time". 

When we allow situations to linger on needlessly or we hoard and hold on to things that no longer serve a purpose, we are retaining stagnant energies and holding on to what is no longer required.

For the many items, people, places, situations, etc etc released this year, new and better things have come in and taken their place, but this has only occured when I have voluntarily been willing to let them go.

Anyway... enough about me. So a little food for thought there, what do you feel 2011 has taught you? If anything at all?

I feel I have a fairly good sense of what next year will be bringing forth for me lesson wise, but fully I will not know until I live it and that I await and anticipate with great delight, an open heart and open arms!

and on that note I draw this blog to a close.

I wish to thank all the wonderful beautiful souls (friends and customers) that have shared this years amazing journey with me. It has been a pleasure.

I give so much gratitude and love to the Great Spirit and my team of angels, guides and loved ones who have guided me every step of the way and allowed me to serve them daily. I thank my clients for permitting me to do the same

May the closing door of 2011 close quietly and peacefully and I hope that the magical door of 2012 finds you all safe, well, loved and happy!

Love & blessings to you all my dear friends xxxx